Yes, Congrats to the losers! I wish I was a loser. Well, I am but not in a good way
I blinked and the weekend was over. My bf and I went to a birthday party on saturday and my wonderful friend loves to pull out the picture albums. So my bf was looking at old pictures of me and in most of them I am much thinner. In one of them I was very thin, (at that time I was running and working out everyday) So bf wondered if it was a photo from high school and I said no that it was from college and he said "oh you look very different, smaller in the shoulders" Oh poor guy, he was really trying to not hurt my feelings which he didn't because my weight is very much not an issue between him and I. I feel very comfortable around him, however, seeing those pictures made me feel like such a failure. I was so healthy then and I so want to be there again.
So that's just it. I want to be there but for some reason I am still having trouble with making the 100% full commitment. Does anyone have any advice about when they decided it was now or never? Any intense motivators?