Okay, so the past 24 hours or so have been exceedingly stressful for me. It's my own fault, really; I put off working on a project and quite successfully forgot all about it until yesterday, when I remembered I had to have a 5-7 minute presentation ready for my 8 AM class today. So, poof, off to the library, and a 2-hr break for choir practice, then home and to work. And I took a nap from 1 AM to 3 AM, got back up, and kept working. I made it by deadline, albeit just barely.
The other thing is, with all this, I barely had time to eat. Until this afternoon, the last "real" meal I had was a quick half-dinner at 10 PM last night after choir (a chunk of reheated lasagna). Now normally, the human body doesn't NEED to eat overnight, since it's normally asleep and not consuming very much. But I was awake almost the whole night, and by 6 AM I was STARVING. But I couldn't take the time to eat. I scarfed half a Nutrigrain bar in my car on my way to campus to give the presentation, came home, and promptly fell asleep for a few hours. When I woke I made myself a pastaroni (it's my comfort food) feeling that I'd earned the right to a little food comfort, and that it wasn't too bad since I was already way low on calories for the day.
Now I'm wrestling with something else. I have this 7-11 Latte of Doom concoction that I make at the 7-11 that's a few blocks from my apartment. It involves the cappucino machines, french vanilla cappucino, extra-dark hot chocolate, 2 dulce de leche creamers, and a handful or two of mini marshmallows. It's HORRIBLE for me. Might as well IV a couple kilos of sugar, right? But it's hot, and it's tasty, and it's another one of my comfort things.
And I kinda want one. I mean, it sounds really tasty. And yet...my body doesn't want one. Like, in my head, I'm picturing it and going "That sounds so good!"...but my body's just kinda going "Meh. Doesn't sound that great to me, but whatever."
Has anyone else had this before? I just don't know which way to leap. Yes, it'd be better for me if I didn't have it. But I haven't had one in months, and I miss it, and I do want one. It just somehow in some other part of me doesn't sound so good.
What the heck is going on? Have you guys ever had something like this?