I am a little frustrated today, it is starting to happen and I feel annoyed, which wants to make me throw in the towel!
I like getting compliments! that is nice, but i am starting to get snidy remarks, and they make me soooo mad!
for instance, my best friends neighbour whom i pass 2-3 times a day keep saying to me yesterday "don't lose any more weight" she said it 2-3 times each time i saw her!. I know she is not being mean, but geez enough already.
Then i went to pick my DD from a friends and the mother started in on it "oh god you've lost more weight... blah blah, I am trying to lose, i want to lose.... but i need to see a gastrologist.... blah blah"
They weren't negative, but the intent behind them gets to me! I get tired of hearing it from EVERYONE! these are not too bad, but it is the start and usually i can only put up with it for a week or 2, until i give up and say i cannot handle it anymore!
My SIL will start saying... she needs to start excercising , running, dieting...
Then my MIL will say, how the **** can i lose weight.. she has tried... this and that....
Then the mothers at school start on.... WOW you look good! (but you know that behind your back they are probably saying... gee how long till she gains it back)
They are not blatent out right mean, but after hearing it 2-3 times every day it wears me out, if I want to lose weight and be "normal" i should be able to without everybody butting their noses in and commenting. Everyone seems to know everything about me and my weight! Can't they say stuff like "gee you look good" and leave it at that, no they have to start on how, why, where, when!!!!!!!
Ok I am getting close to my goal, but I want my BMI to be 24.9 or less (i just want to get in the normal range) but everyone starts on my case even when I start getting close to it?
My mother is coming up on Sunday ! (and i need to brace myself for it) she thinks at 200 pounds I am looking too skinny!!!!!!! at 190 she thinks i am anorexic! I don't know how to cope with it all the time!
Everytime i get here i get so angry at people i just start grabbing at the food again!
Anyone have this!!!!!!!!