I thought I was huge! Now I look at it and think DANG I was HOT! I weighed 110 lowest (I looked too thin and yet again thought I was fat) and then I looked at 130... PERFECT. I thought I looked like a whale yet I was gorgeous. I took million of pics of my face for Facebook and then would cry thinking I looked ugly in all of them. Now I look at them And I looked great in every single one! I can't believe it! I had skinny legs, curves, and a beautiful feminine face! I want to get back to that!and I will!
P.s. I'm posting this to show how poor self esteem and negativity can seriously poorly effect how you see yourself. but feeling good about yourself (no matter what weight) and being positive can help you see the reality!