I could have written most of your post. I was going gangbusters in September '12, and couldn't be stopped until just before that Thanksgiving when I wanted a breaded pork tenderloin sandwich. After that well, it's nearly Thanksgiving, then I slid through the Holidays, then I just didn't pick up the pieces again. I was also embarrassed to come back here, but like you I can't do it alone!
I'm really glad to see that I'm not the one who feels like I have to swallow my pride a little to come back to this site. My brother and I are starting a 100 day challenge monday where we can only have a "cheat" item once every ten days and we must exercise at least 6 days a week (just walking to start) I'm excited!
Welcome back! I have just rejoined the website, myself. This weightloss journey really is a roller coaster, isn't it? But that's ok. It seems like you have a good opportunity to focus on yourself. Good luck!