I could have written most of your post. I was going gangbusters in September '12, and couldn't be stopped until just before that Thanksgiving when I wanted a breaded pork tenderloin sandwich. After that well, it's nearly Thanksgiving, then I slid through the Holidays, then I just didn't pick up the pieces again. I was also embarrassed to come back here, but like you I can't do it alone!
We can do this!