I wasnt fat shaming myself, I just felt embarassed to look at myself, since then I have honestly (as weird as this sounds) sat down and spoke to myself about where I am , how I got there, and what I can do to change it) and I feel so much better.
Still unhappy with how I look, but I know I can change and how I can make myself happy.
I read a few quotes I fell in love with:
"One year from now, you'll be glad you started today"
Is the one that keeps me going xoxo thank you all for your kind words and support, it means so much more than words can say!