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Originally Posted by lunarsongbird
I want.
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That's a great motivator and I wish you and the others working on fertility a fruitful future! I was pretty heavy when I conceived my babies, one at 210 pounds, and my pregnancies were I eventful. I think it's great to get into top shape before, but I wouldn't want to spend years on it, yk?
My boys are a big part of my motivation, both for present and future. Of course I want to be around and healthy for them as long a possible, and I also don't want to be an embarrassment (I know that's terrible, but hard not to worry about that when you're very heavy). My biggest fear though is to have obesity or diabetes related issues that will be really onerous on my family. I hate the idea of dh having to take care of me or for my kids to see me unable to take care of myself or in pain.
But on a day to day basis, just getting to feel better in my smaller cuter clothes is pretty motivating.