awww that is very nice of you bunnabear! well, i dont know if in American standards, I "visually" look fat..but I know I am lol..I am an asian, filipino to be specific..and in our country, 135 pounds for a 5'2 height is FAT..i was of the same weight 2+ years ago, i was able to get down to 106 or maybe even 101 but that was with working out every single day and not eating at night
i was atleast able to keep it off for 2 years..but there came all the stress from immigration to US, paperworks etc..I let myself go and before I knew it, I am back if not more than the weight I started 2 yrs ago..I need help, and motivation for me is important.. I wish to have some people, "sisters" to keep up with, gosh I wish it was easy