I'm feeling a little discouraged today, though I still made sure to do my work out and I've been staying OP. I saw some pictures of me from early last year where I had gotten almost to my goal and I can't believe I let myself gain almost half of that back. I had to go buy a new pair of jeans today since it is getting colder and just wasn't happy with what I was seeing in the mirror. I realize I will have days like this, where I see how I let myself put back on some weight, but I had to remind myself that I have already lost almost 10 pounds of the weight I have regained, and that I am making progress every day.
I am almost halfway to my goal and I should be proud, but I'm just having a hard time trying to be kind to myself today instead of going back to being hard on myself. I have been on track, not missing a beat since I have been working on keeping a healthy lifestyle again. The scale, my clothes, and my health are starting to see the results.
Sorry for rambling, it was just sad to see how close I was before life went all crazy and then see how close I came to letting myself go. I refuse to let that happen again. This time when I get out of the 220s, it will be for good. This time when I get back into onederland, it will be for good. I swear that to myself today.