I haven't been here since June. In between then and now I got down to 195 and now I'm back up to 208. I was doing so good, but I don't know what happened. I got back on cokes, and I stopped tracking my calories and I just got depressed again. So I know how it happened I just don't know why. I really want lto lose weight. My mom wasn't doing good in her weight loss and now she is much smaller, but I guess that's what got me depressed. I just need someone to talk to. Ugh.