I did something similar last fall & winter . . . in my case I went through a lot of personal issues and even my "normal" way of eating (aka maintenance) went out the window. Neither online nor RL accountability for me, and I guess I went out of control: I gained 25 pounds!
So I got back on the wagon in March and have since lost all I had regained and then some.
Part of what keeps me going is reading this forum daily, even if I'm not always posting.
So good to see you back! Our health is a precious gift and is something we should all do our best to take care of.
You know what to do from here, now get to it
. . . we'll be here to cheer you on.