So I made that last thread before I made this thread, and it should've been the other way around. But that's irrelevant, the important thing is that I FINALLY broke out of that 190-191 bullcrap and FINALLY got into the 180s! OH SNAP! Gosh, I haven't been this small since I was in the 4th grade. Yes, I weighed this much as a 4th grader. Yikes!
So...I kinda feel like this is foreign territory. I mean, to me, once you hit the 180s it's like even though technically you're not at a normal weight, but people don't freak out about a weight that's in the 180s like they do higher weights. And most people I know who say they're in the 180s really don't LOOK fat, although they might be considered overweight/borderline obese. So...is this the major body change decade? Am I about to look..dare I say...normal? This is so weird to me. This whole experience has been weird to me. I'm not used to getting all the attention I get now. I'm not used to people all of a sudden thinking I'm worth talking to. I'm not used to attracting a crowd when I go out (this has happened recently, haha). It's weird! It's what I've always wanted....but it's kinda freaky, lol. It's like, why am I so great all of a sudden? I don't know, I don't know how I'm gonna handle this next stage. It's scary. The end.