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Originally Posted by Veela
I have never been bigger than a size 10 in my life so choking down the fact that I was a 12 was difficult for me; to know that I actually now own a pair of size 14 jeans is devastating.
...I need to get my head in this game and start taking off this weight! This is the last straw I refuse to allow myself to feel like this any longer!
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I feel your pain, Veela!!!!!
That is EXACTLY what happened to me about 2.5 years ago. I cried at the size 12... then a few months later, the size 14 REALLY brought on the water works!
...and eventually, I actually needed a size 16, but I just flat out REFUSED and kept wearing the 14's even tho my big ol'butt was completely uncomfortable in them! (I'd squeeze into a 14 and attempt NOT breathing all day, what a doofus!!!!)
I'm now in a size 12 & they are really loose - but I can't fit into a size 10 completely comfortably YET.
Just know that you are heading in the right direction - the weight won't come off overnight, and focus on celebrating the small victories instead of getting angry/sad with yourself over the small setbacks.
Just wanted you to know that you're definitely not the only one who got a b-slap from reality.