:C

Okay. So I've been trying to tell myself that numbers are just numbers.

I'm noticing changes in my body, but I'm a number oriented person. I like seeing my progress on paper.

I just called my last gym to get my measurements from Feb. and I can't for the life of me remember what part of my waist they measured.

The top of my waist (where my bellybutton starts) is 2 inches smaller than the gym's last measurement, but the bottom of my bellybutton is almost an inch bigger! I have no idea which one is accurate.

Since that measurement I've lost a little more than ten pounds.

Which is great, but for some reason I can't get it out of my head that it's a possibility that I've gained almost AN INCH.

I have no idea if that's logical. I'm just feeling defeated. Boyfriend is wonderful and wiped my tears away and assured me that I'm getting smaller, but I just can't stop beating myself up for it.

I guess I always assume the worst, and I feel like I

**must** have gained the inch, not lost two.

Ugh.