I don't know if sugar addiction truly is a real thing, but I sure am addicted to sugar! I've known that I've had a sugar "problem" for a looong time, but I always chalked it up to loving sweets. Really, who doesn't love sugar just a little? And sure, I've always loved it more than just a little, but that was never bad. I was just an extreme sugar lover.
Recently I admitted that sugar was the real problem. Sure, I love to snack and I'm an emotional eater, but my real issue is my inability to control how much sugary food I eat. Once I start I can't stop. A few months ago I was doing really well. I'd lost 7 more pounds, had been eating healthy foods, and exercising very regularly. Then I went to the movies and decided I could treat myself to some Raisinettes. Nope. Thus my downward spiral began. It was a complete trigger. I couldn't stop eating candies and desserts after that. It's been months and I haven't stopped. I've gained those 7 pounds back, and probably a few more since I last weighed myself, but I'm scared to check again
My belt is a bit tighter. I stopped buying sweet foods (aside from fruit) to try to work around the sugar addiction and now I've found myself taking bits of food from my roommates. That's just unacceptable.
With this post, I say no more. No more sugary foods. No more stealing my roommates' food. As much as it pains me, sugar needs to be cut out for good.