Thanks Everyone for the encouraging words. I know what my son would have wanted and I wouldn't be doing him any justice if I didn't fulfill what we had started together. I know he is looking down from heaven on me and giving me the motivation I need....maybe a little more would help!!
I have been reading through some of the post on here and this place is full of support and it gives the tools to push on through this journey. Again thank you all!!
NuttyAutty