Food obsession is literally destroying my life. For the past 20 years food has been my friend, husband, comfort ,pleasure, just about everything. The one thing I have put the most effort in my life has been eating above anything else. I have been advised countless times by my family especially by my mother who is desperate for me to have family and make something out of my life.
She is always saying to me, if you don’t do something about yourself now, you will deeply regret it later in life. There are people who are overweight and still get on with their lives; I’m not that sort of person. I hide myself in my house from living, due to my weight, I have been doing that for many years.
If you read the introduction post I’ve posed it will tell you a lot about me. I’m still in the same situation except now I weight even more I ever did. See after that post I lost over 60 pounds by working extremely hard and exercising for the first time in my life.
Instead of carrying on, what do I do? I stopped everything and gained all the weight back, plus another 50 pounds in the space of 1 year. I ‘m 31 years old, But I feel like I have the intelligence of a child. I hide food, don’t hold myself to account and I rely on motivation to do anything.
I’m scared for my health, I’m always tired, easily of breath, can’t keep up with people. I weight 283 pounds and that number is going up every day.
I need help .
Sumuya.