Hi my name is Allona and I am new to this site.
I currently wiegh 200lbs and am misreble. I was always thinner when I was younger but now that I'm in my late teens it just seems like I can't stop eating... I've been really depressed for the past couple of years for many personal issues and food seems to be the only comfort that makes me feel good. And whats really frustrating is that I've gained most of this wieght in the last year (a little more then 50 pounds in one year)
However wieght is not the only thing I've gained in this time. I'm assuming that because I've gained so much in a little time period is why my stomach butt and thighs are covered in stretch marks some very dark purplish/ redish.
I've been trying to loose wieght for the last couple of months but I can not stick to a diet nor a exercise routine. Something always seems to happen that just makes me want to sit in bed and eat more.
What I'm hoping to gain from this site is a friend or two who can relate,share thier workout, and help motivate me. My family doesnt help and niether does my bf, besides these people there really isnt anyone in my life no friends... Since I've become so depressed I've blocked out almost everyone I used to know. My family and my bf always tell me I'm beautiful, which I'm sure they believe but when I'm trying so hard to get healthier and they say I look great how I am I know their just trying to be supportive but it makes me feel crummy and self centered because I don't believe them.
I'm looking for friends and people to share thier journey and hardships hoping I'm not alone in my search.
thanks for reading so much
Ally aka allona