I'm trying to figure out why I'm feeling this way, and hopefully find a way to adjust my mindset because I think it's one of the things pulling me off track.
In the beginning of my weight loss I was ecstatic at even small losses. 19 pounds? Great! 30 pounds? Amazing!
Now I'm hovering around 65 pounds lost and I feel like it's nothing. I feel like my progress so far means absolutely nothing and I don't know why. I can't even pin point when I started to feel this way.
The only explanation I can come up with is after a time when I essentially took a hiatus from active weight loss and mostly maintained my weight for several months I felt like the slate was wiped clean so to speak, and any previous success was gone. I remember feeling like I'd be so happy to fit in a size 12, and now that I'm -almost- in a size 10 I'm mad at myself for not being able to wear them yet.
I know it's causing a lot of panic and negative thoughts, yet no matter how much I try to reason with myself I still feel like I've failed. It doesn't make sense.