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Originally Posted by BatgirlAmy
He has no right to say that to you. But you need to be eating more than special K bars and you wont binge like that. You need to talk to him and let him know how wrong it was of him and that you need his positive support not his harsh words.
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I don't really agree that the barbecue meal was a binge (sometimes people get stuck with few choices and have to just eat what's there, but in small amounts it's no binge in my book), but I definitely agree that he needs some serious talking-with.
A lot of men DO see the word "fat" in a very different way than women do. My husband recently pointed something out on TV by rewinding and saying, "Look past the fat woman in blue." To him, "fat" is a descriptor like "tall" or "redheaded" or "wearing glasses." To me, it's a word I use for myself, and not in a derogatory way--but I would
never use it to describe other people. It's too much of a charged word.
(Come to think of it, I might want to look into why I don't feel ashamed or apologetic about calling myself fat, but wouldn't use it to describe others--but that's for a different post.
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I'm not taking his side--what he said was insensitive no matter which words he used because he publicly called attention to your food relative to your size and that is R-U-D-E by any standards. But to him, it might have been a gaffe on the order of accidentally stepping on your toe, not a grievous affront like intentionally pushing you into a mud puddle and laughing.
If he's genuinely apologetic and didn't realize it would be so hurtful, I'd forgive him (and have a long talk with him about what pushes your buttons). If he tells you to "stop being so sensitive" or "I was only trying to help" or acts at all contemptuous of you, then yeah, I'd strongly consider shedding about 160 pounds of unwanted flesh by dumping him.
How did he act right after you left the table? Did he go to you and try to smooth things over or did he shrug and eat the food on your plate? How he acted right after tells you a lot about him. Listen to those actions, not just to what he says.