I really appreciate the support and kind words. I think that might be the best thing to say Nola_Celeste
I took it bad since it was my Dad who made me start worrying about my weight when I was pretty young, cue 8 years of dysfunctional dieting.
I'm not blaming him, I made the choices I did, but I can't help but feel a tad of resentment still.
I'm still not able to see myself as slim, through the fear that I might be too fat and disappoint my family. I felt unlovable as a child, so I've always felt I had to strive to be thin so people would love me.
On the bright side, I had 2 work colleagues refer to me as 'tiny' today, whilst I may not agree, it was nice to hear after that