I was doing good about a month ago. I just got back into the unhealthy eating rut again. I am a failure!
I look at myself and I see a fat gut, butt and face with a double chin!! I am tired of looking at myself and feeling pitty. I want to desprately change for good. But it is sooo hard. And where do I start?
I am a mother of 2, married, young at heart and I feel like I hold everyone else back in family activities because I am big. Like tomorrow, we are having family pictures done. Not mine, but my husbands entire family. Well, I don't want to do it. I hate the way I look and I always look bigger in pictures. Or to go swimming, I definately have to wear a shirt over my suit...god I look horrible in a bathing suit. I wasn't always big...but not skinny either. What happened to me?
I also feel guity eating anything. Doesn't matter if its healthy or not.
I guess what i need is some words of wisdom, a shoulder to cry on, a kick in the butt, anything to inspire me to get back up and start all over again.
Thanks for listening!