so, i have never really been a fan of gyms but i think i am going to try my hand at a local small local one. i'm going on wednesday to check it out. i'm excited but nervous. gyms have always made me so uncomfortable. i feel like most people are there to hook up or pick up peole. i really need to start exercising again. its been about 4 months and i can feel myself getting bigger. my clothes are getting snug again and i cant move as easily. this is sad to say but my mom is a motivation for me because she is so big and i DO NOT want to be like that. oh yeah, i've been eating like crazy too. its just time!