I cannot wait for so many things that the list would be forever long, but here it goes
-to feel sexy
-to notice a difference in my own appearance
-to try on a wedding dress and not be so completely disgusted that I consider calling the wedding off
-to not worry that people are laughing at my fiancee or kids because of me
-to see my mothers face when she sees me after I have lost 100lbs
-to go shopping and buy clothes that I actually think are cute, and not just the ones that fit
-to be happy with myself inside and out
I can't wait until I no longer have a muffin top
I can't wait until I can see my collar bone again
I can't wait until my inner thighs stop rubbing together
I can't wait till I can hang out with my friends without being "the fat one"
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MINI GOALS:
Valentines' Day: 140
St. Patty's Day: 135
Easter: 125
Memorial Day: 120!
Healthy BMI (10 pounds away!)
Single-digit pants size
I'm completely done losing, period. I can't remember what it was like not to have to lose weight.
I can't wait until my thighs shrink and my love handles disappear.. And I hope that happens soon, so I also can't wait to break this plateau - I am at this weight like FOREVEEEER!!!
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1. mini goal: 154lbs by 06/08/2011 ACHIEVED!
2. mini goal: 150lbs by 06/22/2011 met 06/29
3. mini goal: 146lbs by 07/15/2011 ACHIEVED!
4. mini goal: 140lbs by 10/01/2011
I can't wait till I go to the dr and they don't tell me I'm obese.
I can't wait till I can go shopping and not walk out with tears and walk out with clothes.
I can't wait till I can look in the mirror and see myself as beautiful.
I can't wait until I want to play Wii Fit again. Right now, i can't take the disappointment of the little Balance Board man and the "ugh" when I step on the balance board.
I can't wait until I want to play Wii Fit again. Right now, i can't take the disappointment of the little Balance Board man and the "ugh" when I step on the balance board.
My 9 year old gets the "ugh"! It's just built in. It is NOT you!
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Long term goal: To still be calorie counting 11/9/2010
mini goals: ~211-10% lost;12/24/09 ~203 class I obesity 1/28/10; ~199 Onederland/15% 2/19/10; ~188-20%; ~185 half way 5/14/10; 179-bye 180's 6/12/10; ~174 overweight 7/3/2010;169-bye 170's 8/13/10;~164-30% 10/23/2010159-bye 160's~11/1/10; 153-35%~12/23/10; 149-bye 150's~2/11/11; 145 normal~2/14/2011; ~141-40%; 139-bye 140's ~135 GOAL! (129-45%; 117.5-50%)
It's just built in. It is NOT you! 
