This time on my weightloss journey I am exerperiencing everything and taking it all in. Its not just some crash diet and hurrying to get to that goal. I am taking things day by day and doing it the right way. I have been losing weight at a good pace and I am suprised to see at times how the weight is just dropping off. I know I am going to have some saggy skin and sad looking skin flaps for boobies. My poor boobs are already starting to look like that. lol. I am expecting all of that so when the time comes and I am close to my goal I will not be depressed about it. I am saving all of my pennies for a breast augmentation and a tummy tuck. I'm trying to prepare myself.
I am currently down to 226lbs and my body is just cracking me up. I feel like a jello jiggler. My old hard fat is now just soft and squishy and there are times when I catch myself just patting it and shaking it.HAHA!!! Its amazing how not too long ago I had nasty back boobs and now they are small lil flabbly rolls that r smoothing out. I am constantly touching myself, (sorry I know that sounds gross) rubbing my collarbone and touching my newly found wrist bones. I also catch myself stroking my jawline because not that long ago I didn't have one. I am just happy that I am still excited and determined to not give up. I want to let out this sexy beast that I have been keeping inside of me for so long. I want to enjoy life again and I am letting myself do that now. Even with the chaos and emotional issues I have been going thru with my husband, soon to be was-been, Weightloss, exercising and calorie counting is the one thing in my life I have control over and it brings me joy in this time of grief and sadness. I want to thank u ladies for all of your support and your goal pictures that keep me motivated. I am going to try and put up some of mine when I figure out how to do it.