Ok... I'm noticing in various threads that most of y'all on here love food. Love to eat food... want to eat food, etc.
I... I dunno. I try and think about various foods. I feel nasious. Now... before anyone worries... I eat. And there are foods I'll grab and eat. But not necessarily always because I WANT to eat them, but because my brain has made the connection "this tastes good, I'll like it".
But when I'm sitting in my room or on the bus, or elsewhere, just thinking about "what do I want for dinner"... with everything except a few things (like corn I have a corn obsession... and real corn, not processed corn or corn flavored things), I feel nausious. I don't mentally and sometimes physically want to eat it.
I only started my "diet" (more like a lifestyle plan) a week ago. And this is a feeling that has been consistent for like... the past year... at least.
I do eat. I'm not saying I don't. And when I eat the food... unless it's really greasy, oily, or fatty, I'll chow it down and enjoy it. But just thinking about food... I mentally don't want it.
Right now I'm sitting here thinking about what I want to have for my evening snack once I get back from horseback riding... and nothing is coming to mind. I don't want a banana. I don't want an orange. I don't want frozen berries and yogurt (used to be a staple for me in Germany), I don't really want anything. But I know I need something. I'm only at around 1100 calories right now (this is the maximum) that I've eaten today. And that's including a donut I had in class today.
I dunno... I'm just reading all of these things about people saying how they "want to eat this" and "want to eat this"... and just can't really relate...
(no reason for that smiley... I just think it looks funny... )