Urgh at the moment i cant seem to get past the month mark and then weightloss starts being a struggle. Ive lost 5lbs in 3weeks and felt better , 2day i just feel FAT FAT FAT and blaoted , pasty and very unattractive.
Ive always been "chubby" but looked good with it curvy and valumptious, not fat and untidy.
For years i stayed @ 13st2lb (which i would love to be again) And by time i was 21/22 ( i am now 25)i creaped 2 about 14.7 st and at 24 got 2 15st which was m biggest and knew change had to be made.
To my horror i piled on another 2 stone , im soo gutted and have no self esteam because of it ive lost my sense of feminity and sexyness. Just feel usless and messy , all clothes look undtidy on me with my lumps and bumps. Its starting to take its toll on my life like never before. I constantly feel low and that my BF no longer finds me attractive ( this is all me he says he does and loves me ) But once its in my head i dont believe it.
I do pull my self round and tann up and do my make up....but when i look in mirror ...............HOW DID GET LIKE THIS ???? Im 25 now and really dont wana be in this boat when im 30.
Anyone have any tips,,,,,,,,,feel good advice for when days like this creep in???