I had a nice talk with my sister, and come to reality that no way I can loose 38 Lbs in 2 days ..of counting fiber. and looking in the mirror and look more heavier,my knees hurt when climbing stairs and must say farewell with my daily scale habit..Its mind boggling and not good for my mindset!!
I live with my mom and sisters, one of them that has MS and bedridden, which I help her out. My mom and sisters are not heavy and they support me on getting me fruits and certain veggies.
I can not do this on my own anymore, in the past, was successful with chatting people online buddies via emails...that struggling as I am.. My family helps, but when My mom or sisters eating cake, or candy...
Lurking here and reading and seeing other people losing makes me jealous and me want to be thin like what I see.
Hoping I can make some buddies on here who are struggling and not focus much on the numbers, but focus on health from blood test and doctor visits,getting off medications and other health factors . PM for my email addiress.