So first I was like,
Then I was like,
But then I went back to,
And I want to be more like,
But I'm not.
Ok, I had entirely way to much fun playing with smileys. Sorry about that. Ok, not really.
Seriously though, after a week or two of my weight stalling, I got on the scale this morning and it was 2 pounds lower. Making it the first official 10 pounds lost. But for some reason, my brain was just didn't believe it. Like, how can that be? Is that possible?
Maybe I just don't want to believe it, because the second I do, I'll get lazy again. I've done it so many times. Like somehow, because I lost weight, it's permission to eat more. It doesn't make any sense.
But yeah, even with that, I just don't believe that ME, I, MYSELF could ACTUALLY be LOSING weight.
I'm probably weird, I'm sure everyone else was or will be like, when they hit the big markers. Did the, "not believing it" happen to anyone else?