I finally learning to love my body what God made me. It took me years with doctors help, social workers ,hospital, mental treatment to balance my mindset. I am a slow learner. I am in my 40s, and working inside my body,mind and soul. I enjoy my daily walks to clear my thoughts and seeing people of all ethnic backgrounds. I have learned that people judge you and everyone dealing with life issues. I am grateful and blessed to wake up with my internal clock that Its a new day.
My life changed Oct 16, 2008 when my social worker put me in a boarding home...Freedom with 26 residents with real people, real emotions that they suffiering in life. I listen with my heart, thier struggles and efforts to maintain life. I have 2 roomates, which they are senior citzens and listen and talk openly.
God is helping me to control my emotions and balance and mantain my mind body and soul! I am losing in Gods way..He made me and I must respect my body and taking proper care. I am losing naturally, my clothes is loosen and am blessed to be alive. I was born to be a caregiver..I enjoy helping people that can't function in daily life.
Trust yourself and when life puts a damp...take a break and explore human nature!