These are things that I wont miss about being fat..things I look forward to and keep me motivated!!
Feel free to post your own things you cant wait to accomplish, or have already accomplished!!
I am tired of being tired.
I want to fit into cute clothes and be able to ride all the rides at amusement parks and the county fair.
I want to sit in an airplane seat without the "armrest"(for me its a hip torture device) and seatbelt digging into me.
I want to stop getting negative looks when im out with my (very attractive) boyfriend.
I want to be "sexy" for him, and although he already says I am, I want to feel it myself.
I dont want my hipbones to stick out, I dont want to see every rib. I want to be healthy. I DO want to look better, but I really want to feel better. I have so many insecurities because of my weight. Someone can be telling a joke in the mall with a group of people and I automatically assume theyre laughing at me. I feel like total strangers talk badly about me.
I feel like my boyfriends thoughts are "fatass", "gross", "ugly"..
i want him to want to show me off to his friends, and be proud in public.
I want to feel confident
I want to go into victorias secret and be able to buy something OTHER than lotion or body spray
I want to go into a cute clothing store with friends, and actually be able to buy the clothes, and not just go over to the sunglasses and accessories.
I want to eat only when I am hungry, and use food as fuel
I want to be able to walk a few blocks and not get short of breath
I want to be able to wear jeans below my belly button
I want people to stop saying "you have such a pretty face"
I want to NOT have to wear bike shorts under skirts because my thighs rub together...gross, i know, but its a plague i face lol
i want to STOP paying 35$ for a tshirt, just because of the "fat-tax"..sorry but that extra fabric doesnt cost that much to make, i know it
i want to be able to shop at more than 2 stores for clothes..those are the only ones that carry my size
i want to not dread walking by a group of people, in fear of what i think they are thinking about me
I want to sit on a couch without holding a pillow on my lap, i want to cross my legs, and stop putting my purse/jacket over my lap in public
i want to stop that sudden fear before sitting in a restaurant booth that i just might not fit..i actually gauge which side is bigger and hurry to sit there
i want to stop being looked at when i eat in public..people just gawk at me..but when i eat a salad people laugh..what gives??
i want to be in single digit ring sizes/wear normal sized bracelets and rings
um, i want to be able to shave my thighs!..and my legs in a reasonable amount of time..
i want to be able to walk on surfaces without fearing they might break or something..
i want to be able to just hop into someones car without fearing the seatbelt wont fit, or ill break the seat or something
i want to sit in chairs with armrests
i want to be able to comfortably paint my toes
i want to be able to wear summer clothes, because its freakin hot outside, and i have to wear jeans and tshirts
I am such a girly girl at heart, I have a great fashion sense and I love fashion magazines..I should be able to wear the things I see in there..not just the "full figure" suggestions on one page out of 300
I really want to be healthy. I want my joints and back to stop hurting. I want my knees to not feel like Im an 80 year old.
i want to not have chest pains at 19 years old
i want to break free of this fatsuit forever
I know people are probably saying "suck it up, you did this to yourself"..i know,a nd im trying so hard to take control of this..but these are things that I face daily, and Im sure others do as well..
I just needed to get these things off my chest, and I want to say bye bye to NOT fitting into life..forever!