You sound like ME! But my weight is in my stinkin' HIPS which I hear is a lot harder to lose. If you want a buddy - I'm your girl! What plan are you on?
Hang in there!! You (WE!) can do it!
"..I think you need to stop following misery's lead.
Shine away. Shine away. Shine away. Isn't it time you got over how fragile you are?
We're all waiting on your supernova, 'cause that's who you are.
And you've only begun to shine.."
Don't focus any of your precious energy on where you are. Instead, look at where you're heading. Sooner than you think you'll be there, looking back and wondering why it ever seemed hard or out of reach. Your goals are possible but only you can make them reality.