When I reach my goal, there are so many things I want to do! I've not really thought about it before. Lots are to do with dressing up and appearance, but I think it's because this is an area I feel I've really missed out on as a heavier person.
1. I'd love to buy a lovely pair of leather knee high boots! I've wanted some boots forever, but due to my huge calf circumference, I've found it impossible to find any that fit. Like many heavier people, most of my calf is muscle, but I know it's slimmed slightly since losing 50lbs, so I think if I can just lose an inch or two I'll be able to fit into lots of lovely boots!
2. I want to be able to wear high heels! I don't think I would want to wear them very often, but I've never been interested in heels because I feel that they make my legs look awful - like two huge cones going down to a delicate point on the heel - augh! I'd like to be able to wear them every now and then when I feel like dressing up and being glamourous!
3. I want to feel totally comfortable when I am naked. I really love being naked around my boyfriend when I'm in bed, it feels lovely and I really enjoy the closeness and intimacy, but I don't think I'd want to stand in front of him without clothes on for any long length of time. I do it when I jump out of bed in the morning to grab my towel, that's about it! I'd like to be able to be confident and feel sexy and not try and cover up.
4. I'd like to get a really beautifully made corset. I think one would look really good on me now, but I want to save it until I reach goal weight so that it fits me for longer!
5. I'd love to be able to perch on my boyfriend's knee, and not wince with embarrassment when he goes to pick me up! I don't think he feels that I'm really heavy or anything, but I would love to feel lighter and to not even have it enter my mind that I might "crush" him if I want to sit on his lap!
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