My boyfriend, obeying my literal hints/instructions contained within my Santa list, gave me 5 pairs of "Medium" La Senza knickers as part of my Christmas present. I thought that this would be the safest size, if you get me, even though when I've bought stuff from there previously, its been a "Small", and still fits me now. However, I assumed it had stretched, and I'd gotten fatter, so I wrote "Medium" on the list. He's rubbish at assessing sizes for himself so needed me to put that down.
The underwear is perfectly nice (a couple of the pairs are particularly pretty) but when I lifted them out of the box, I giggled a lot.
Why? Asked my boyfriend. I say truthfully that I like them, but arn't they HUUUGE! They looked MASSIVE! I said "wow, these can't be medium!". I checked the label. They were medium. But so huge looking!
I decided I'd try them on anyway, genuinely not expecting them to fit.
But they did! HAHAH what an idiot I am. Not tight, a little loose, but certainly not "definitely too big". Arrghhhh
Obviously I'm in serious denial. I had a little breakdown.
Someone really really needs to be less ... big.
So I have returneth. No idea of a goal weight right now, but I DON'T want the massive pants to fit me next year.
I can't believe I typed that out. But public humiliation never hurts if done in moderation. It's motivated me somewhat.
I tried to LIKE my body and not diet or want to lose weight but it wasn't working and now its no way working.
At least I have 5 pairs of pretty knickers for the time being though! (Trying to have good attitude).