... my weight. I was on vacation last week and I was afraid when we went horse back riding and I was fearful they would have a weight restriction and not be able to go. I am not near the restriction but people may look at me and think I am. I was also scared that I wouldn't fit on a ride we were going on, and it was really sucky(?). I saw pics of me on vacation and I hate myself for becoming this person, so I have strted to make different choices. I want to be healthy and fit and the hottest I've ever been by my 40th birthday(2010), and I will be I just need to focus and get support from my 3FCD friends. I don't want to be scared anymore about my weight, ever and I refuse to buy a bigger size or shop in the plus store.
Here we go again
Valentine's Day 2011(Pedi/Mani)
August - SUMMER 2011 Vacation