Here I go again!!!
I've been fighting my inner demons since November and I hope this is the kick in he butt I need.
I started eating too much again around Thanksgiving. I seriously thought I had everything in control but money was short, so I started buying food that was cheap and family friendly and just forgot about what I needed (why do so many of us give up on ourselves first?!)
Christmas came I was determined that I would make it through. Well, at some point I just said to heck with it and started eating all that "good" food people was throwing at me.
To boot, my husband's work hrs changed and suddenly I was having a hard time exercising.
Well, today I cleaned off my scale and I am now back to 242. I didn't gain ALL my weight back but I managed in a few short months to ruin what I had accomplished over this past spring/summer. It took me so long to lose the weight I did and I threw almost all of it away in a couple of months!
Well, I just got back from the grocery store. My fridge is now stocked with nice fresh veges, chicken, low fat soups, and all the things that worked for me over the summer.
Also, my husband and I decided to get an eliptical! I was determined that my income tax money would be put to good use. Funny, I always thought exercise equipment was out of my price range but we spent under $250 and I saw some nice exercise bikes for under $90 which I would like to get next payday so hubby and I have some variety and can switch back and forth.
I am SO excited!!!! I almost blew it but feel confident that I can do this again.
Please, I need your prayers, thoughts, and words of encouragement!!! I am SO tired of being heavy. I get so disgusted that I only own one pair of jeans that fit and I have to shop the men's section for shirts to get the length and girth right.
Sorry for the rant just had to get back into this. Besides my goal of eating right and exericising I also NEED to visit the site everyday because all of your posts inspire me SO much.
Thanks for listening!!!!