Ok.. laymans terms... thats N-S-V lol. Anyways...
So as of late I have had a really hard time controlling myself because I havent had a restrictive diet in about a year now, which is why I havent lost these last few lbs, so I decided that restricting is what I have to do for certain things, and if I decide to not restrict one day then tough titty it has to fit into my cals for the day. Anyways.. like I said.. Ive been having a hard time getting back into Fat-Be-Gone mode, and well.. after about a week I think I am getting back into that mind set.. because guess what.. woo hoo
My daughter and I spent the day together ( shes 3) and she called it our "friendship day" We went the mall and shopped, and well she wanted to eat McDonalds ( which she never gets lol shes had it 3 times in the last year and only once did I buy it for her) , I was like no baby lets go to a restaurant, mommy doesnt like MCD's, then I was like.. well.. Im not hungry.. crap.. ( normally this is where i would eat just because) well.. I remember seeing a thread on here recently ( i love you ladies) and food that SHOULD and WOULD be healthy if you cooked it at home but it would be like 1200 cals for the meal out ( chicken and broccoli for instance) so I was like no. Ok what to do.. so I decided that we would go by " cook out" which is a fast food joint of sorts but its a FAR cry from McD's basically its a better quality of food.. anyways.. so my princess wants " a hamburger with cheese, pickles, ketchup and 1 red onion lol" Hey those were her words, not mine. She also wanted a milkshake, now... I could live the rest of my life and never touch another piece of candy.. but ice cream and bakery products are my "junk".. I was like mmm milkshake. While I was in the line I was thinking of getting one, wishing they had a small, instead of the one size. Then it hit me, how hard I have been working and my body is changing once again, so then I was like well I can drink half and throw the other half out, then I said better yet I wont get it at all and I DIDNT!!!!! Now, if you know anything about cook out you know that their shakes are so thick you could bust a vein just trying to suck it through the straw, so I literally had a couple sips of hers, and gave it to her and thats all she wrote..
Score.. lol Im excited.. that is really good for me.. oh yeah.. and did I mention, TOM is here? lol Woo Sorry about the book