I have a funny NSV to share with all of you.
Now I've been between fat and realllly
fat for so many years there things I do that I'm not even aware doing, habits I guess. So today my DH and I were at our usual coffee shop drinking tea and reading the paper. I took my napkin as usual and tried to put it on my lap. Well I used to have this "great" fat that came down over my hip and met the fat of my thigh, that's where I always tuck my napkin so it doesn't fall off my lap. I guess I was so engrossed in what I was reading that I didn't really notice I was pushing and pushing that napkin into my hip flexor. I did this until I actually hurt myself. So, yippeeeeee
, I no longer have a place to tuck my napkin but have to somehow stop this automatic behavior. Not two minutes later I caught myself doing the same darned thing again!