If I made the stone/pound conversion right, you've lost around 70 pounds!
That is a success! That is an accomplishment!
That is something to celebrate!
The body might not be what you envisioned. But, your health is better, you feel better, and you succeeded at a weight loss goal.
This is something many people start out to do, over and over and never make it.
You should be celebrating, and patting yourself on the back!
Focus on the positive!
3+ year maintainer.
The human body is capable of amazing things! But without the mind, it is nothing. Get your mind in gear and the body will follow!
Be selfish about caring for yourself, you deserve it!