Hello All.
Well tomorrow is new Years Eve. It has been quite a year. A year of dashed hopes and broken dreams...but it has also been a year of growth, and inspiration, as I have realized I am much stronger
than I ever thought I could be. I have realizzed that putting myself first is not selfish, but essential to my own survival. If I take care of me, and my own happiness
, my children are that much better for it.
This coming year I am hoping to accomplish many things. I have 40- some more pounds to go. ( I too have gained over Christmas. How much I do not know because I don't want to know, I will not weigh until I know it is gone.) I will see my goal attained this year.
I also have a few financial goals. I plan on saving 10% of everything I make...including tax return and child support ( if I ever see it). I have a goal to have $1500 in savings by this time next year, and to have $500 in a Christmas club account for next Christmas. I also want to begin rebuilding my credit, and paying off all my debts so that I will not have so much to worry about.
I also am planning to go back to college in the fall to finish my BA. I will be super busy, but it will be well worth the raise when I graduate.
I want to make myself better. I want to become what I always thought I would be, before I got sidetracked.
I Miss Pam. Everyone seems to be scattered to the winds lately. We all need to refocus and come back. When we are here, we accomplish much together.
Lots of love and best wishes for the new year.
Melody