I hear you, sister. I've really been struggling for the past few months myself. I've actually found that giving my kitties treats and making them happy makes me happy for a few moments. It reminds me that they're never sad as long as they're warm, sheltered and fed, and that they gather around me when I'm really down. I'm never really alone as long as they're with me.
Feel better soon.
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