Hello
I am happy to report that I stayed in control on the outing after the movie last night. I did order this wonderful dessert..ate half of it and stopped. I brought it home to have the other half tonight. Also they brought us rolls..warm..butter. I buttered a piece of it (after I stopped the cake--sort of to "cut the sweet" as my gandma used to say) ate that and stopped.
I am just amazed that I did that. I'm putting it in my memory banks..because when a time comes that I think I won't...I will KNOW that I can..I already have!
Tonight is weigh-in night. You know I'm hoping and praying my efforts this week show up on the scales.
I have many reasons to want to lose this weight--look better, feel better, feel sexier, buy normal size--not plus size--clothes and yesterday a trip to a checkup gave me another reason.
Without passing out TMI (to much information) I had a checkup with my urologist. I see one because I have a disease, Intersistial Cysistis or IC that I am medicated for. Urgency and frequence go along with this disease. I have noticed some urgency that sometime I can't seem to control..such as if I cough and sneeze--if I go to do those things I have to really be careful so no "accidents" happen-- he explanied why that happens and that surgery could correct it but he also mentioned that losing weight--even 20 lbs would make a big difference for me at this point. I only have the issue with coughing or sneezing..sometimes jumping up and down if my bladder is full. He did explain to me that weight isn't the only issue..ageing, hormones and such play a part to. But he checked me, said that he was sure that it wasn't bad enough for surgery yet and that with losing weight I could really turn things around. That was enough for me! I AM going to do this. I have had a lot of health issues in my life and I know how hard it is to stay well...I don't want my weight to be a factor. So..there is some more motivation for me.
Focult: I'm sure that your body is adjusting. That just goes to show that small changes can lead to bigger ones. What I mean is that you didn't cut the snack out all together at first..just planned for it and now your body is ok with that and it will even let you go without it. We can retrain our bodies. Isn't it wonderful?
Kelly and Mindy: Good luck with your weigh-ins. I know how great it feels to have your efforts shown at the scales. Mindy: I know you don't want to miss exercising but maybe you should scale it back a bit until you feel better. I was always taught that if your symptoms are above the neck it's ok to work out..maybe at a light, less intense routine..your body is working hard enough already to fight the sickness..but if your symptoms are below the neck (and I would say that chills are) then you need to give your body a few days of rest..mabye just do some gentle stretching or yoga...for relaxation.
Wardhog: How's your day shaping up?
Ok..back to work for me.