I feel horrible. A couple of beers and it literaly feels like Im gaing weight. My sides of my stomach hurt. I ended up scarfing down 2 slices of pizza and wanting to have a 3rd piece. All because my couple of beers leads to I want more, and Hey, Why not, Sure I can have those pieces of pizza, and I end my night with a promise to hit the gym first thing in the morning. I cant have any alchol. Its not my friend anymore. A few cosmos, a few glasses of wine, a few beers it all ends the same. So I need to just give it up. Im going to attemt to go till the new year without anything. If anyone up for the challenge go ahead and join me. I know its kinda big, but if know one wants to give it up with me Im going to do it myself. Because everything I work so hard for goes out the window once I begin the weekend like this. So its over. Im giving it up till 08. Then I'll see what happends!!!