Good morning ladies,
I've already had 5 cups of coffee ... it just doesn't seem to be helping right now. I've moved on to P2 and we'll see how it goes. Toast and sliced tomatoes for breakfast (it's my favourite)...
It's -18 (celsius) with the wind chill here today. I'm not sure what that converts to in farhenheit, but believe me, it's chilly !
I think I'm in trouble... I listen to you ladies talk about your children and I want one !!
I didn't think I ever would - but then again I didn't think that I'd ever fall in love or find someone I wanted one with. Problem is, he already has one (19 years old) and doesn't really want another one... oh another problem... I'm 36 years old - I know that doesn't sound old, but it really doesn't give me much time.
His brother just had a baby and I have to go to the baby shower this weekend - maybe that'll cure me...
We're spending Christmas with his other brother and 2 children and BF keeps going on about how amazing Christmas is with little kids. I've never seen it before. I told him either it'll cure me or make me want kids really bad and make me sad that we're not doing that together.
I think he just can't wait for me to never bring it up again.
I don't know how important it is to me - if I can just let it go. If I just wanted to have kids, I could've done that without him, but having grown up without a father, I don't want to bring a child into the world on purpose without one. None of us kids have any children.
I don't know. I just have to try not to think about it. It just bums me out. Maybe I'll get a dog.
sarahslacker - ooooh my cravings get bad ! I feel your pain ! I want salty and greasy and then sweet and gooey and then salty and greasy right away. It just seems like sometimes there's no helping myself.
Ruthxxx - "Frass"... I like it ! I didn't even know catipillars pooped...
Better get to work - I'll be checkin in later - hope you all have a great day !!!