The last time I did the SBD and started P2, I found that even though I was eating the breads and fruits and wine (and believe me, the wine is the biggest challenge for me...), I didn't gain anything back. I had lost about 20 pounds on P1 - I stayed on it way too long... 3 1/2 - 4 weeks - but it seemed that my body just wouldn't show any weight lost (I think it must've all been in my back and my shelf bum cuz I couldn't see it)...
The surprising part was that it took about a year for those 20 pounds to come back. You may think that you're doing worse than you actually are. Having been denied all those things through P1 may make you feel like you're eating more, splurging
, and are out of control more than you really are. I'm just trying to say that maybe you are being harder on yourself than you need to be.
Remember: If you can do P1, you can do anything
!! Just keep believing in yourself - don't let your critic beat you down - I believe in you