I'm starting, well... when I get to the grocery store again. I'm not sure what the weather is doing outside, but the roads are icy, and I might not get out again until Thursday.
That being said... I have to do SOMETHING. I am 28, 5'3" and 250 lbs. Oh that number makes me sick. What makes me more sick is not having any energy and on top of it all... I have Sharp's/Mixed Connective Tissue Disease. I never know if something is hurting (back, knees) because of the MCTD or the weight. Probably both.
Either way... I'm starting this week and I will beat this. I will NOT stay this large. It just isn't going to happen. Not an option.
I have never tried to really do anything about my weight. In high school I was 170-180ish, and even though I was called hurtful things, told by my mom that I was fat and she wouldn't buy me new clothes till I lost weight... things like that... it never stuck. It never made me WANT to lose weight. I've been here before, and have THOUGHT about losing weight but then I stop.
I can't stop. I can't NOT do it. I'm afraid, because I'm getting closer and closer, inching upwards, towards the 300 mark. I can't get that big. So... yeah.
I do have a question: We are very, very low budget. We do what we can, but I am wondering if I can follow this plan and not have to spend more than we have. Anyways. Thanks for the help.