Yep, you heard me.
When I started I was SO gung ho about my new lifestyle and SWORE that I wasn't going to be one of those people that lose the weight and then come back w/ their tail tucked between their legs saying they had gained it back. Yet, here I am, 33 pounds heavier than my lowest weight. *sigh*
Truth be told, I've been cheating A LOT lately and it's showing. I can tell b/c when I take pictures now, I don't like ANY of them. I can tell my face is fatter. I put off stepping on the scale again for long enough, but I stepped on today and WHAM...284. F bombs galore!!!
I will say that my clothes are fitting a tiny bit snugger, but not what I would expect to have put that much weight back on. Hopefully that means that SOME of it is from muscle gained due to the 100 - 150 crunches I'm doing daily. Yeah, I know, not 33 pounds worth, though. LOL
So how do you do it, ladies...how do you get past being pissed off at yourself and disgusted and move on to kicking your own butt back in to gear???