I am sorry in advance that this is going to be a moany post but this is how I feel at this point in time and the only way for me to deal with it is acknowledge it and to let it out in the open.
I think lack of sugar and sweet is making me feel down. I also woke up with sore throat and that is adding onto my mood. I am blaming my lack of veggies on my sore throat but in fact it might be the fact that I am not at home but at my parent's place. I often get something in here.
I am already losing the weight, it is day 3, phase 1 and I am down 0.8 lb, which is great!
I keep on telling myself that I just have to get through the day and tomorrow will be better. I know it will be!
I do have nice things today, a work conference, meeting up a friend, things like that, it is nice. But I am still moaning about being uncomfortable. But like my NA sponsor says get comfortable with being uncomfortable. I also know that good things require effort. I just have to make the effort. I have no other way. And I am hoping that only today I do that... because I strongly believe that when I wake up tomorrow and be a whole pound less.
I do miss fruits and I can't wait until this is over, I just wanna go back to having strawberries for breakfast and I don't miss none of that fattening bread, pasta, rice, potato, pastry.
Anyway enough of me moaning now, I know all of you chicks in phase 2 have been through phase 1 and you know what it is like. And this is also giving me the motivation to go through it. Just today, I need to get through today.