Please don't feel like you have to read this, but I am just wirey this morning and need to get this out.
I'm tired of the way things are for me. I'm tired of being 50 pounds overweight. I'm tired of dieting half-way. I'm tired of working in a job environment that chokes the life out of me every day. I'm really tired of not doing anything about it.
The fact is that I am 26 years old, don't have any kids, and should have more energy and spunk than ever before. The truth is that I act like an old woman most of the time. I should be enjoying myself instead of constantly punishing myself.
So today I am making a proclamation!
*No more treating myself with food just because I've had a bad/good day
*I will begin exercising regularly, even if it means that I miss some time with DH (he can exercise with me)
*I will pick an eating plan and stick to it
*I will search seriously for another job (once again)
OK that's all I have right now. If you have read this, thanks, and I'm sorry. I just needed to get this off my shoulders before I could go on with my day today.