Well ladies I am a few days behind! And I feel a two-day's length ramble coming on here. So feel free to ignore me and move on! Just need to vent! (Has anyone else noticed that 3fc is therapeutic??!!)
Things have been so stressful b/c of dh not working. He has been substitute teaching which he hates and isn't very consistent. So tonight he is at his new stocking job. He was SO hoping that he would get a call today before he had to go about another job. Oh well. I'm trusting that God has some beautiful plan set in place that we just don't understand right now. We dropped out of grad school and moved back home because we felt led by God and now we are just trusting that He knows better than us.
So things have been terrible with my eating this week as well. I thought I could do flex but now I am reminded of why flex worked very slowly and not very well for me...I stink at it! I'm such a flighty thing, I can't keep track of points and plan things well enough to do flex. Anyway, I think I may just have to eat beans and rice for every single meal. It would be cheap and core. What do you think? I think DH could eat the same thing every single day and be fine. Maybe I should try that too. I have been grazing today and eating TERRIBLY. I think it is TOM eating. Or its pregnancy. We'll see in a few days.
I joke about that but despite everything I am secretly hoping that my symptoms are pregnancy (I know you're thinking, "Like you need that right now!). Part of it is just wanting to be pregnant, my bf is right now and that would be so great. The other thing is what's wrong with me?
Been so sick and having strange symptoms...my mom who is a rn wants me to go have a physical, so I guess I'll be scheduling one of those soon to have blood tests, etc. done.
Anyway, I so wanted to lose some more weight by the end of this month and now it looks like I am just going to gain it.
Does anyone have any quick drop solutions? Maybe I'll try fasting for a day to help re-regulate my body. I've got to do something.
Anyway, thanks for listening! I know that I am just rambling along....thanks for being there!
Angela, CONGRATS!!
Terry, good luck with that ball. I have an exercise ball that I have never gotten the hang of. I always fall off.
Vickie, I honestly can't remember which season of 24 goes with which plot.
I have a terrible memory about stuff like that. Wait, I think I know a way to find out...I'll check it out and post later.
Cher, good luck with the pediatrician. It sounds like you already have a good opinion though. And thanks for encouraging me to stay around.
I love that you don't have a tv. DH and I have often considered getting rid of ours, but I think that I would feel disconnected from the world. But I really don't want our kids (that we don't have yet) to grow up latched on to the tv. But I guess that will have to do with how I use the tv as a parent, huh?
Vivian, good luck sticking with core on your vacation!! Did you get walk away the pounds? I have the 1-3 mile walks and like them a lot. I really feel like I've been productive after doing them, even the one mile.
Kathy, hope you have a better day at work tomorrow. And I may have missed it, but how is the idiot proof diet going?
Frouf,
: for all that you have going on. You are the woman!
And thanks for your encouragement, too. Means a lot!!
Deborah, congrats on your good blood work numbers. And yes, I am still feeling sick on and off. Mostly after I eat, I feel sick. And I'm always hungry, but that could be pre-TOM!!
Well ladies I guess I'm going to wrap this huge post up for now. Almost time for American Idol!
SFla. Actually I refer to them as Komodo Dragons 
for lunch tomorrow!
